stress, scare, and pressure...

walao... tomorrow is exam ooo... i already read a bit... but it is also same ZERO... haizz... today zhan ying has exam.. i was 1 in 1 thing.. it is a fork and pisau put wrong side.... hehehehe.. it is okey lo...now when i read chinese workbook i want to cry because it is so muny of person's name ooo... i really want to cry oo... why so much oooo............. haizzzzzz................... i feel scare, stress ooo.... who can help me ah???? i really hate exam..... so much need to read... haizzzzzzzzzzzz.... stress oooooooooo... presssure ah............. huhuhuhuhu... actually i am not ready ooo... huhuhuhu so i scare......

tired ah...

Only word i can decribe myself now is TIRED... i dun do anything but my feeling is TIRED...
examination is coming now... i dont prepare it yet... i havenot mood ooo.. dont know why.. this morning Mabel played piano in music lesson.. she had play WO AI DA - DING DANG'S dun know why when i heard it my feeling was sad and i want to cry.. like a tragedy... huhuhuhuhu.. Mabel, u are pro.. so keep play ur piano...^^ jia you lo all..^^ this saturday.. oh noooo.... huhuhu exam... who had prepare it well??

everyone get somene who he/she wants to find...

today, nothing special... i know i like ice cream... this is my flavourite ice cream... when i was small, i always eat this ice cream...hehehehe...

today, i hear my friend has broke up with his bf... but i only can hear.. i dun know how to do...

this evening i read magazine it is about love story... the title is u also want to find ur half apple.... the story begin : when he was 14 years old he had found she went to different way to go home by bus thier house is near.. only her house was far a bit... after that, he uesd christmas card as a letter write about (he wants to be her friend) after tomorrow that letter was at displine teacher's table and everyone read and laugh him and all of the student knows if he wants chase the girl.. he continues to write, write a letter till J3 de christmas day, the letter arrived the girl's house.. but she doesnot replay him, and all people dont laugh him..

after high school, she read at chong zhen de beside de school, his school also near with chong zhen.. they also go same way de bus station and same bus go to home.. but they also dont talk each other.. he only can see her silently, pray for her quietly, and cheer up himself. but he still write a letter to tht girl and send it at chirstmas day also.. but she still doenot care about it..

at university, she read at Shi Da university, he also go to south to read something.. because he wants to meet her, so he study hardly at south for 1 year, after tht finally he can in the Shi Da university. he study about teaching lesson.. he is also her classmate.. he still remember he called her name and go to her house & first time push the girl's house bell.. in his brain is only her, and tell his feeling but she still doesnot care about him. she has boy friend. but he write to her: "u choose other person that is ur choice, i choose u is my choice, u can change ur choice but i cannt." but the girl also dun care about him... after that, the boy went to PLKN and the girl married...

a few time ago, she went to USA. He know she born 1 child is girl.. but he still doesnot give up.. when he wassmall, he never go to USA.. coz his result is okey rthen he goes to USA too he can know about it has snow de christmas day is more beautiful.. he still keep tht 14 years de feeling to the girl...

till 31 years old, he back to his hometown to be teacher but he still love tht girl. he still write a letter but he doesnot send, he think to wait her till 20 years..

till 33 years old that christmas day, she finds him.. 19 years ago, finally she finds the boy. she already divorce, and bring her daugther, she still dun found job in a month, the boy helps her lo.. she get a job as teacher.. he already chase her from 14 years old . but the girl still reject him. coz she think she isnot match with him, she ever disvorce..

he bring 2 big boxes to request marry, he thanked her for everything she gives:

without her, he will stop to study after S3,

without her, cannt get master in his study,

without her, he doesnot know his road in life..

without her, his word willnot be good or lancar..

without her, he doesnot like poem.. that poem always follow him..

can let me only love 1 person this hayat ?? u dun owe me, i only love u is the most beautiful thing..

at 34 years old de christmas, he and she went to home. he still want to take care of her daughter he likes her daughter very much.. this story isnot end yet.. but they bergandengan tangan back to the school shu she... then their house is special in christmas day...

cannt take de star, is the brightness de star. but many people already take , meet le, but dun understand how to appreciate...

this world de feeling is mao tun de... cannt pick de star, generally is the brightness de star; missed a movie, generally is the hao kan de movie; lost de lover, generaaly is very understand u de person...

this world, everyone also got someone who he/she finds..

this person, missed le, then cannt back again... so appreciate al u love de person or love u de person, want to say de word dun hide in heart, coz u dn say out noone will knows...

the ends...

i'm sorry if my english is very poor because i translate from chinese to english... walao.. so difficult... and sorry if my comp cannt type chinese.. so sorry.. enjoy the story... so please appreciate who is at urside...

huhuhu..hehehehe

this morning i was unhappy because something happened.. haizz... that problem proved i still cannt control my emotion goodly... i was angry but after a few of hours i'm okey or not be angry... i'm sorry my friends if i make both of u angry.. i'm sorry.. haiz.. it passed...

today, i felt something funny... at second period of rest i saw kau fung yang went to fill his bottle.. then i asked him help me too to fill mine.. after that, i also went down.. that time i wanted to go to staffroom because i wanted to ask something.. then he saw and said : nah, u also went down.. but why didnot u fill it by urself??? then i saw his emotion then i said: no need to help me la... i will fill it by myself.. but he didnot give me... hehehe.. after a few minute, i saw he was at class but i found where is my bottle then i went out i wanted to blow blow wind... he said: u still own me 1 kiss at face... no la no la... at mouth.. i reply him: u want kiss??? u want if pencil kiss u??? then he didnot reply me...hahaha... ** please dun misunderstand about i and his relationship.. we are good friend only and lee kok yung also.. and now i am single.. i havenot someone who i like.. so please dun misunderstand..** yesterday also.. someone misunderstood about me and someone... haiz... can it stop?? haizz... i dun care anymore...

this is new blog..^^ okey lo... Yang(me), jia you lo in exam.. hehehehe.. u re so lazy ooo... exam is coming now but u still dun revision... i want to revision but i haveno mood to revision.. haizzzz... dun think too much la...^^ take care.. dun sleep too late like last night 2:00 am just can sleep... haizzz now is very tired... can easily be angry.. to my all friends, jia you lo in ur exam... and always take care of ur health...... be happy always..^^