boring

yesterday i arrived at tarakan.
it is okey,
nothing change here..
but my youngest brother sick suddenly...
oh no~
nothing i can do here...
last night i chat untill 12.00
hahaha
with friends and him....
i was so happy...

today,
i dun know why, when i took my ticket for tomorrow
tomorrow i will fly to surabaya...
my heart feels pain..
i dun know why?
i feel i dun want to go to surabaya..
because my heart is at tawau...
who can help me??
i am boring here...
i just feel i want to cry and back to tawau....

mama, helps me....
i try to control myself to not cry...
but my heart is very very pain......
i want to back to tawau ooo~~
finish my s3....
later when i arrived surabaya,
i am same as sapo,
dun know to do what in home??
nothing to do...
haizzzzzz.....


i miss tawau very much~
i miss my friends ooo....
i miss him ooo...
i miss my laptop ooo....

to cherry: happy birthday ya...^^